|
so sleep alone tonight
You don't know me. You know who I am, but you don't know what makes me, me. I’m selfish, impatient and insecure. I love to laugh. I'm living life to the fullest. I make mistakes. I want and need freedom for the full expression of my personality. Hate corrodes the personality and eats away it's vital unity, so I don't hate, I dislike. What defines someone's personality is just simply too much to know, no matter how close you observe. I have strong emotions, and am liable to fool myself. Happiness isn't something you experience; it's something you remember. The pursuit of happiness is a ridiculous phrase; by pursuing happiness, or attempting to, you'll never find it. Believe me, I tried. I cherish my emotions and never undervalue them, do you? |
|
|
about this blog
This blog was opened by Michelle to accomodate Michelle's mindless musings and daily rantings.Do enjoy your stay here, and don't take what's not yours! you wish about me
My name is Michelle. I study in CHIJ Secondary (Toa Payoh), and am an ODACian for life.
I'm a cradle catholic, and go to the church of St Anthony of Padua. My zodiac sign is a Pig, and I'm a Pisces.
I love music.babes/dudes♥
in no order of merit, alphabetical order! (: Anthea Aqilah Damien Dionne Dominic Elaine Eliza Elsa Esther Evangel Isaac Jeremy Judith Liyana Nicole Mel Jie Jie Rebecca Roseanne Shasha Shi Ying Tiffany Dass Tiffany Nicole Trinisha Zhi Yin tagboard
affiliates
AqilahIsaac Liyana Shasha Brittany Caitlin Carolyn Ché Chelsey Dawn Debbie Elaine Evangel Eugenia Gracine Justina Kimberly Mihoko Natalie Rebecca Sharon Tiffany Tessa Zhi Yin One Seven '08 Two Seven '09 Layout: vehemency archives
credits
Design: doughnutcrazyIcon: morphine_kissed Do credit accordingly if you changed the icon. |
What You Got
 Hey baby.Long time since I last posted, huh. Been really busy with church stuff. King and I, a success, if you may call it one. Not bad for a first time doing that sort of thing according to Father T. I quite enjoyed it, although the preparation and everything was tiring, I'm glad that I went through it. Our costume kicked ass. Hahaha. I love our costume. Will post pictures on Facebook when I have the time. Everything that we went through for the King and I was worth it, if I do say so myself. (: Have a ton of church activities lined up for December Holidays, I guess I'll be going for most of them, if I can. It's going to be sweet if the rest of the peeps are going. Church is totally awesome sometimes, y'know. I hope and pray that I get promoted to Confirmation 3. Father T, please decide to promote me with the rest of the gang. )': I want a puppy. Dom's puppy is super cute. I want one too. I hope my parents decide to surprise me and get me one for Christmas this year. I will be really really really happy about it. It would be the best Christmas present in the history of Christmas presents. I hope I get one, really. I want one, please. I want a MacBook too, but if I can get the puppy, I'd be really happy already. If I get a MacBook as well, I'd be even happier. I'm kinda bored. Someone talk to me and make me less bored, please? (: Girl I can tell you want something to love That's why you hold on to everything that pass you by Can't resist girl I can't lie Now tell if you are here for me Or everybody watchin' you shake from left to right The way you move got me hypnotized Marilyn Monroe
I’m selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can’t handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don’t deserve me at my best. Labels: quotes Secret
 Watched My Girlfriend Is An Agent just now at The Cathay. Nice show, funny. You should go watch it. Action scenes are not bad too. You and read the synopsis here. Go watch, go watch, go watch.I know I don't know you But I want you so bad Everyone has a secret But can they keep it Oh no they can't Fireflies
 Going out today, with my mummy, Godma and my mum's bestfriend. Going to catch a movie at The Cathay. My Girlfriend is an Agent. It should be nice. One of my momma's favourite Korean actors. She really wants to watch that show. (: Went swimming at Felicia's house yesterday. Swimming was fun, Marcus and Dominic came over for a bike, they cycled from Marcus's house, he lives in Serangoon. Felicia lives in Ang Mio Kio. Marcus cycled his own bike, and Dominic, mine. I love my bike. I want to go cycling. Watching CSI:NY now. I absolutely love that show. Awesome show. Chocolate. Chocolate. I want chocolate. Why do you have to make people feel like shit all the time for no apparent reason? Are you that unreasonable? How is it fair that you favour other people, and you kick aside the people who help you out the most? Is it fair to them? Is it fair to anyone that you only look at that one person and correct her and not the other kids who train equally if not doubly hard? Come on, all your old kids, you don't even look at them anymore. Even when they come for training, how is it fair to them? Everyone wants your attention so badly. Why can't you give it to them, i'm not asking you to give it to them all the time, once in a while is better than nothing. you mean it's okay to show favoritism? How is it fucking fair to the other people who need your attention too? how is it fair to others who work so hard for you, cover her classes just because she doesn't want to go in? how is it fair that they have to cover other classes when it is actually her class to cover? how is it fucking fair? you tell me, alright? you tell me if it's fucking fair to your other students or not. 'Cause they'd fill the open air And leave teardrops everywhere You'd think me rude But I would just stand and stare 'Cause they'd fill the open air
Beat It
 Well, my class is 3/5. Pure Science class, pure Biology and pure Chemistry, SS/History and pure Literature. I don't know whether I can cope next year or not. If I can't, then I guess I have to drop to a combined Biology and Chemistry class. Going to catch a movie with my mom later, My Girlfriend is an Agent, haha. I think it'll be funny. I feel like cycling, but my bike has gone missing. (: You better run, you better do what you can
Don't wanna see no blood, don't be a macho man You wanna be tough, better do what you can So beat it, but you wanna be bad SHASHA
 HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHASHA! i love you. hope you had an awesome birthday! i miss you. we go out soon, alright?! take many many pictures! (:
Together Forever
 Anthea - I've known you since Primary 4, thank you for being my friend, you are one amazing person, and your art skills are like whoa, haha. hope you get into the class of your choice, and enjoy staying in that class. I'll be your friend for life, so whenever you need someone, I'll be there. Dionne - My Korean-crazy friend, thank you for being my friend. I'm going to cry like there's no tomorrow if we don't end up in the same class next year. I'm going to miss you like a lot, if we're not in the same class. I'll miss your crazy hyperness and everything. Haha. I hope you get into the class of your choice, I know you have a bright future ahead of you. I'll always be here for you. Evangel - Thank you for being my bestfriend through thick and thin. You're always there for me, and I'll always be there for you. I'll be a listening ear for you, and a shoulder to lean on, I'll be there forever. I hope we end up in the same class next year. You are an awesome friend. Thank you for everything. Elaine - Elaine, you are an awesome person, and thank you for being my friend. I will cry if we don't end up in the same class next year. I'll miss your crazyness and retardedness. You are, in one word, amazing. I'm sorry if i had did anything wrong towards you, and I hope that we will still be friends next year, especially if we don't end up in the same class next year. I'll always be here for you, when you need a hand, or a shoulder to cry on, and even listening ear, I'm just a phone call away. I'm sorry if I'd become a bitch. Halloween was a blast! (: Eliza - I've known you since I was Primary 3, thank you for being my friend. I know we fought and stuff, and had a ton of crazy times in Primary School, and thank you for that. Primary School was awesome, and Secondary School, even awesomer, even thought it was only for 2 years. Thank you for being there for me throughout the years. You are an amazing person, and like Mr Ng says, I'll be waiting for your bakery to open, haha. Nicole - I'm sorry about the Halloween thing, I didn't realize that you were being serious. I was just joking. I'm sorry that I've become such a bitch to you, sorry that you can't believe that you once thought i was nice. Okay, I get it, I'm not a fun person to hang around with, but I'm not sorry that we hung out, because if we didn't start hanging out, I wouldn't have realized what an awesome person you were. You are one of my bestfriends, although I'm not your bestfriend. I will always treat you like a bestfriend because of all the fun times that we have shared over the last two years. You are an amazing person and an awesome friend. I hope you get into the class of your choice. You are a brilliant girl, and you will do great things. Thank you for being my friend for the last two years. I will miss you if we don't end up in the same class, all the crazy and retarded things you did. I'll always be here for you. I hope you forgive me about the Halloween thing. Shi Ying - I don't think you'll see this, but anyways, it was an awesome two years. I'm going to miss you and cry like shit if we don't end up in the same class next year. I'm going to miss all your crazy stunts and everything. Promise me that we'll still be friends even if we don't end up in the same class next year, alright? You are an amazing person, and I would do anything for you, as I would do anything for Elaine or Nicole or Dionne, because you guys are my bestfriends. I'll always be there for you and I'll be a shoulder to cry on or a listening ear for you. Halloween was AWESOME, dude! (: Rebecca - I'm going to cry like all hell broke loose if we're not in the same class next year. You are an awesome friend, and thank you for being there for me. We'll still be friends even though we're not in the same class next year, right? I hope so. You are the most bimbotic person, but i still love you, don't worry. thank you for being my friend. Together forever and never to part Together forever we two And don't you know I would move heaven and earth To be together forever with you New Perspective
 So, today I baked! (:In the morning went to my grandmother's house, had breakfast there. Bee hoon and chicken wings! Awesome stuff, y'know. Bought a new phone cover, then came home. Came home and then used facebook. After that, had late lunch?! Then bought ingredients to bake with. Apply Crumble, baby.
64 DAYS TILL CHRISTMAS, BABY! (: Stop there and let me correct it I wanna live a life from a new perspective You come along because I love your face And I'll admire your expensive taste And who cares divine intervention I wanna be praised from a new perspective But leaving now would be a good idea So catch me up on getting out of here Hey Baby
 Finally, it's over. No more last minute studying, no more panicking, no more 'oh shit, i'm screwed'. Thank God for that. Although now it's 'oh damn, results. i'm dead.' Marking day today, no school, thank God. Although I did wake up at 5.30 in the morning. I think i'm crazy, but whatever. I'm so sad, my phone is so screwed. there are so many scratches on it it's unbelievable. I want a new phone! My phone pretty much sucks. Once you hit 1000 messages with a person in one conversation, that conversation is so screwed, it's unbelievable. I'm bored. There is nothing to do at home. Jeremy is at home, which is quite shocking actually. He should be out, with his friends or should i say, 'special friend', celebrating the end of PSLE and the beginning of freedom for the time being, seeing that after he gets his results, he'll have to decide on what school he's going to get into. Eliza, I really pray that your brother gets into his first choice, and not second, really. Oh, I have to go to KK Hospital on Monday for an appointment, so, I have to leave school at 1. But if we're checking papers at that time, i'm going to have to stay till about 2, because my mom wants me to leave school at one to have lunch and stuff, before I make my way there, so yeah. I think I have to take like an x-Ray. So fun! I took one before, haha. There is like nothing to do on Facebook anymore, seriously. I'm bored with it, maybe i should close my account down or something. i don't know. I suddenly have the urge to bake. i think i'll go bake something, haha. 65 DAYS TILL CHRISTMAS, BABY! (: Hey baby
What's the matter with you? Hey darlin' Though your love isn't true I'm going crazy Trying to figure out why you are leavin' Give me a reason |